I go by the name of Wesseling Aisyah( for short)
17 turning on 18
Mix of dutch and malay and more
24 June 1990
Self employed writer :D

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HI HI
Yes i know i have not updated in a while. Its just that every time i want to update, i end up backspacing and closing the browser. I am just either not in the mood or feel that it is just not blogger material. But who cares. I am just going to do it anyway.

First thing first, i want to explain what is the blog to me and why i choose to write what i write. I feel that to me, this blog is mainly a place where i can write however i want and feel like. As i write, i reflect on what i write and that is so important to me. For example, whenever i have accomplishments in my life that mean a big deal to me, i so want to put them in writing but i only put some and not all. I feel like i would be bragging and to tell you the truth, sometimes, i just really want the whole world to know. But one has to be humble or one will have no friends which brings me on to my next topic.

MY DEAREST DARLING FRIENDS!!
I love my friends : Regina, Celeste, Vivien!! They mean the world to me, but i just feel i am not spending enough time with them or trying hard enough to be them. Ever since i started school, joined SPSU, got a new camp "family" and started classes. I feel like i don't know my priorities anymore. I mean family always come first of course. but next is friends and school. But sometimes i just feel so torn. Its not the people its all me. I can be very paranoid. Let me give you an example: the other day was the Oops! Lollipop event at MOS! I promised to meet the girls but instead i ended up being late and meeting Khabir and going with him to MOS. Then later, when i finally met the girls i ended leaving them for my camp "family". I felt so guilty for not being with them and leaving them for others. Even now as i type, i feel mean for referring to Khabir and my "family" as others. So you see i am actually quite a paranoid person. Bad habit. I wish i could tone down. Enough gibberish..i am probably sending you to sleep by now.

Next will be my school schedule. I love thursdays..i hate fridays. I love thursday because of the module classes i have. I hate fridays because of the arrangement of classes. Seriously, if you give me a four hour break in between classes, i would be so turned off to go after the break is over. Plus its not that i do not like the modules, but friday just seems so long winded and depressing. Whereas compared to thursdays, i laugh more and smile more on thursdays. Luckily, all my days are enjoyable thanks to my ever loving classmates, especially Amanda and Clarine. They are the two nicest girls ever and obviously they make me feel so at home that i do not see the need to tone down my craziness.

Haha..a lot of people have been bugging me to update especially since i said i would. So i am updating. And there are going to be many more posts. COS I AM SO IN THE MOOD TO UPDATE! But now..i forgot what i wanted to update about..hmmm.
HAHA...sorry guys.
Anyway, their will be other updates.