I go by the name of Wesseling Aisyah( for short)
17 turning on 18
Mix of dutch and malay and more
24 June 1990
Self employed writer :D

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Afiq Ashikin Amanda Azza Bernard Changlong Charis Christie Celeste Darin Debbie Elmo Fa'Iz Farah Farhanah Fitri Hazira Jasmine Jay Ying Jiamin Jonathan Jumalia Marcus Margaret Melissa Ms Jenny Nafessa Putri Regina Sarah Shareefah Shima Thaqif Vivien Wei Ting Yen Ru Zainal

SO!! SO!! SO!!
I can't help it, i am quite high at the moment. Probably because i had such fun staying overnight and also because i slept so comfortably and finally had my shower.

So the reason for this post is to talk about my eye candy or should i say eye candies!!
Hehe...
By the way, there is a difference between eye candy and crush so don't go jumping to conclusions.

Anyway, i have two eye candies and they are from two different clubs. I don't want to elaborate more or one of them will become very obvious who he is. Lets just say he is super cute, handsome and FUNNY!!

The first one is may i say could be morphing slowly into a crush. Tsk tsk Aisyah...focus on your studies GIRL!!
Someone asked me" if i had the chance to get closer to him, would i?"
Honestly, i don't know. I would not want to do anything to ruin our friendship or what we have now. If by fate, it does progress, well then GREAT!! But if not, i rather be friends with him and see him then not see him at all.

SO yeah..that's about it.

p.s
actually after reading through this whole post, i find it a bit nonsense.Hehe

OMG!
Today is my ENDOSCOPY appointment. " squirms "
I cannot help but feel nervous. The thought of sticking a tube down my throat to see the internal of my stomach is just " UUGH ".
Even though i will be under anesthetic throughout the procedure. I cannot help but think what if something goes wrong. Although its just a simple procedure..AAHHH!!
I am so paranoid. Wish me luck and pray nothing happens.
"TOUCH WOOD"

This is what happens when projects are done and over with and we get good feedback.


To my darling amanda:
I hope everything goes ok for you.Thats all i can say. Sorry.

Akasha..see..you got me addicted to this song now, ever since you played it. Now you put it in my phone. Purposely RIGHT!!

In case you did not already know.
I was posted to Honorary Assistant General Secretary. I am extremely elated because i wanted to be a Secretary, but i did not expect to jump so high so fast. ITS OK!
I will take this job full on with full dedication and prove myself worthy for this position. I hope i can do a good job for Christie.
Christie is my "boss" aka Honorary General Secretary. She is the one showing me the ropes. I think she is an extremely pretty girl..sorry..i mean lady. I am so glad to be working with her. We have a few similar interests which makes bonding totally easier. I love my secretary family which includes Ashraf, Minsi and Sarah. Although i have not met sarah yet, i am very happy with my other mates. Minsi is a very cute girl and is so easy to communicate with her. ASHRAF!! OMG!! He is extremely adorable i tell you, although he has this blur look, he always makes me laugh and he is really a nice boy at heart. Oh and when we go shopping, he is so observant and does not complain at all. Thanks to his sister, he is accustomed to going shopping. WOW.

I have to learn fast for this job and really be on task. Time management is vital and i especially need a planner now. Thank God for Christmas presents.


p.s
this is totally out of topic but...
I am addicted to Charles & Keith Shoes (esp sandals) and Topshop clothes.
such a guilty habit.

So today was the class outing to Sentosa. I nearly could not go.
You see, our bedrooms (mine & taufiq)are being renovated. The contractor had just installed the cupboards, so my mom was bugging me to move all my clothes and other stuff back into the cupboards so the house would look more presentable. Also, we had to go to IKEA to get my new bed and then next to EXPO to get our flat screen TVs for the bedrooms.
But i practically cried in front of my mom to let me go to the outing. I have turned down so many, i just could not bear to cancel another. Plus i could use the break from a lot of things. Most pressing were the Projects.
Back to the topic of Sentosa. The first thing i did when we arrived was get a air brushed tattoo of Pegasus on the back of my shoulder. Celeste got a star which i think really suits her...there is just something so luring about it. Wei Ting and Sook Han got letters of their Bfs. And then it was swimming and sun tanning time. Personally, i don't like to tan. I just like to lie in the sand at the water's edge and soak up the water and sun.Sounds a lot like tanning i know, but the difference is, i don't put on tanning oil and i don't care about tan lines. The only thing i focus on is burning my face abit. I like a tinge of red on my face, it gives my face colour. ( Aisyah, you sound like such a vain pot right now!)
But on a irritated note,
Hazman, i am totally irritated by what you said. OK..maybe its nothing offensive or anything, its just a request. But still that request pissed me off especially the tone. You think what, i purposely did it is it!! My pants was stolen from me OK! i had sand in it and it was extremely uncomfortable so i took it off in the sea to rinse it and the girls snatched it. SO what do you expect me to do. SIT IN THE WATER FOREVER!!
Please, if i wanted to strip, i would have done it first thing. Don't flatter yourself.

okok...i don't want to get so worked up over something so minor. The coolest thing of that day was probably dinner time. REGINA CAME!! she made the effort to come even with her twisted ankle...how sweet of her. And celeste, you are just so hyper all the time...next time we go clubbing together, i will videotape you. SO adorable.
VIVIEN ANG CI EN!!
haha...i know i know its actually Vivien Ang Rong Xiang. Sorry girls, i keep mixing up the last names between the two of you. Silly kuku me.

I left around 10pm to go home. I was fully expecting a scolding from my mom because she was quite angry that i chose to go to Sentosa instead. But in the end, nothing happened, instead my mom was all sweet asking me to sleep in her room with her and that she can help me with the "vicks" for my cough. I was rather surprised, but i guess i have my darling brother to thank for. He helped explain things to my mom for me and so she let me off.

HOW SWEET!!

HI HI
Yes i know i have not updated in a while. Its just that every time i want to update, i end up backspacing and closing the browser. I am just either not in the mood or feel that it is just not blogger material. But who cares. I am just going to do it anyway.

First thing first, i want to explain what is the blog to me and why i choose to write what i write. I feel that to me, this blog is mainly a place where i can write however i want and feel like. As i write, i reflect on what i write and that is so important to me. For example, whenever i have accomplishments in my life that mean a big deal to me, i so want to put them in writing but i only put some and not all. I feel like i would be bragging and to tell you the truth, sometimes, i just really want the whole world to know. But one has to be humble or one will have no friends which brings me on to my next topic.

MY DEAREST DARLING FRIENDS!!
I love my friends : Regina, Celeste, Vivien!! They mean the world to me, but i just feel i am not spending enough time with them or trying hard enough to be them. Ever since i started school, joined SPSU, got a new camp "family" and started classes. I feel like i don't know my priorities anymore. I mean family always come first of course. but next is friends and school. But sometimes i just feel so torn. Its not the people its all me. I can be very paranoid. Let me give you an example: the other day was the Oops! Lollipop event at MOS! I promised to meet the girls but instead i ended up being late and meeting Khabir and going with him to MOS. Then later, when i finally met the girls i ended leaving them for my camp "family". I felt so guilty for not being with them and leaving them for others. Even now as i type, i feel mean for referring to Khabir and my "family" as others. So you see i am actually quite a paranoid person. Bad habit. I wish i could tone down. Enough gibberish..i am probably sending you to sleep by now.

Next will be my school schedule. I love thursdays..i hate fridays. I love thursday because of the module classes i have. I hate fridays because of the arrangement of classes. Seriously, if you give me a four hour break in between classes, i would be so turned off to go after the break is over. Plus its not that i do not like the modules, but friday just seems so long winded and depressing. Whereas compared to thursdays, i laugh more and smile more on thursdays. Luckily, all my days are enjoyable thanks to my ever loving classmates, especially Amanda and Clarine. They are the two nicest girls ever and obviously they make me feel so at home that i do not see the need to tone down my craziness.

Haha..a lot of people have been bugging me to update especially since i said i would. So i am updating. And there are going to be many more posts. COS I AM SO IN THE MOOD TO UPDATE! But now..i forgot what i wanted to update about..hmmm.
HAHA...sorry guys.
Anyway, their will be other updates.

Here i am sitting away on my chair in front of my laptop typing away and shivering. Its actually quite warm but the reason i am shivering is because i am sick...again!
I know i know...i am such a weakling right. but this is a total different kind of sick.
Its an allergy reaction with a throat infection and fever all together.How Unlucky.

So i went to see the doctor today after which i met up with dad and taufiq and watched the movie : The Forbidden Kingdom
Well i have to say..the fight scenes are very nice and the movie is quite entertaining in terms of comedy and actors and actresses. The storyline was nice but i had the impression that the director was rushing the movie. Like it was too fast moving for my taste.
4 STARS!

Also on a happier note, i finally got my award from school. Apparently i got Top for my English in the 'o' levels for the whole school. Ok i know i sound like i am bragging. I can't help it..i mean topping the whole level is total coolness. I just wish i could get back my composition paper as i feel that was the best piece i have ever written in terms of content and storyline.Pity.

p.s
please..the way i blog is not exactly the way i write.

1. I sleep like a pig according to my bunk mate.
2. My eyes do not fully close when i sleep, which is rather creepy.
3. I don't snore thankfully...but i do drool ( who doesn't occasionally )
4. I am starting to get carried away with myself. I need to calm down and plant my feet back firmly on the ground.
5. I have a busy schedule ahead of me.
6. FO, FOWA & RDC CAMP Rocks!
7. I want to go SHOPPING!
8. I CANNOT WAIT TO GO TO LOLLIPOP WITH THE GIRLS!!

I am so super high the past few days. Probably because we have been winning and winning which is awesome. Today was another fun day. First was spice training and then lunch which had a little drama with the dessert aunty at koufu.
My classmates went to order mango something...so she asked would you like milk. They answered loud and clear and in unison..NO! Then end up she comes back with milk. So the girls say..we said no milk..why you put milk. The aunty replied you said you wanted. So again they emphasised they did not want milk. So the aunty was like pissed off already, asked them what was she supposed to do. They asked to make a new one. The aunty considered it for a moment and replied with, " I am not going to. I have other customers waiting.I just give you back your money." And she said it all in a snappy tone.A bit too dramatic to me.
Next was on to the special class that was only for DHRMP students. It was a briefing about DHRMP and what we should expect in the lessons. Then its was a personality test. Do you know that actually personality test always more or less come up with the same answer. They just jumble the statements around. And these statements are accurate for almost everyone.

Its called the Barnum effect.

Next was our role play. Each class was given 30 minutes to prepare and 10 minute role play with 6 actors. We were to showcase what hr meant to us. We decided to do a recruitment scene which so did most of the groups. There are only 4 classes. All got prizes.

This is going to be a rather lengthy post.

I LOVE SINGAPORE POLY!!

1. Because Regina and Celeste are in the same school and many more.


2. Because my classmates are uber cool.


3. The clubs here are like freaking awesome especially SPSU!!


4. The people here are just so damn nice


5. The obvious reason of course..HOT GUYS!!

OK but seriously speaking, Singapore may be an old school but it has the homey feeling to it. I don't feel out of place as if i don't belong there. The people around me always make me feel at home and relaxed, so i don't have to worry about freaking out and being a bit whacko because they will just laugh it off or join me.

As for School of Business, i don't know about the other schools, but i have to say that SB facilitators are like so enthusiastic and unexpected. Something funny is always bound to happen.

So anyway..for the past two days, i have been having orientation. I got to know my class and the funny thing is we kept bullying our facilitator by throwing his slippers in to difficult to reach areas. He learnt his lesson and the next day wore shoes.

We chose our class chairperson, vice chairperson and treasurer. And then it was onto most interesting things like the pageant..which was today.I volunteered and we chose Wee Jiang to be my partner. He was so perfect can anot!!

So today, the whole day was the competition. We got into semi finals but lost because i got his block number wrong. Funny way to be eliminated..i know.That round was where we had to see how well we knew each other.

Oh ya...i dressed up as a lolita and had bunny ears for my hair. And Wee Jiang dressed as a super dork who looked so cute.

We did not win the pageant but we won something else....

DRUM ROLL:........

BEST DRESSED!!

Ladies and Gentlemen, Guys & Gals, Boys and Girls....READERS!!

I will be away for the next few weeks or should i say..i will be too occupied to be updating. So don't expect an update anytime soon after this entry.

Reason Being : Fully Booked Schedule

• 28 march (Fri) - 30 march (Sun ), School of Business FOC
• 31 march (Mon) - 2 april (Wed), Student Union FOC
• 3 april (Thur) - 6 april (Sun), Sports Club FOC
• 7 april (Mon) - 10 april (Thurs), School of Business orientation week
• 12 april (Sat) - 13 april (Sun), Weekend camp @ Sentosa

So as you can see i am pretty much filled up except for friday which i am personally reserving for my mom. She is flying off again for another two weeks , so i definitely want to see her before i leave. I have grown quite attached to my mom, especially when we went on our holiday for a month.

Besides what kind of daughter would i be if i did not make time for my family. A shitty one thats fer' sure.

Oh did i mention....

SCHOOL STARTS ON 14th APRIL!!